i dont want to tell about our results, i can't bare to let myself out

we tried our very best

yes the results had shown what kind of band we are

shocked and hurt as i am, i never knew what mr lee and the teachers said

i really sacrifice my time everything to just be with the band and together and get what we want

i get said and scolded by my family "why do you even want to waste your time on this?"

i will just shut up and walk away, sometimes my father scolds and want to hurt me for not listening to him and just being rude to him

as for my mother she did'nt say a word

i went home not a word came out from my mouth

my mother did'nt even want to look at my face

till my father want me to tell him what happen, she starts to scold me"why... why do you have to waste your time when all you know that you will lose and yet you show me this kind of face to me?"

mum,of cause you don't know what i feel

when you were young, you wasn't that into anything

i only want you to say a word of encouragement for me

i always had think that you do this cause this was the way how you show me that you love me

no now i realise how selfish you can be towards me have you ever had think how i feel

i know you will read this, i don't want you to talk to me later on about this

i only want you to think what do you feel, what had you done to me